I was grounded for two weeks so I couldn't post or view or anything!!! It was torture. I also gained because I'm off meds so I have to keep my blood sugar high for my brain. But I'm done with that. I'm back into this twisted world. I need to be skinny for prom and summer. Today is the first day of spring which means shorts season is here. I need to look good.
So yea Luke was an ass hole. All my friends warned me but I just didn't listen. It's whatever though. I'm way prettier than the girl he's after now so nbd. I don't even care, I think I was out of his league. Haha I just keep saying these things to make me feel better. Oh well. I don't get my phone back til april : ((((
Color guard has started up so I'm getting back into shape. I've really gotten into biking. I rode 7.8 miles the other day. It felt amazing. I've been doing planks and lots of ab workouts.
I just wanna be pretty. I miss my best friend, skinny. I still consider her my bff even though we never talk anymore. Maybe we can hangout more once guard gets into full swing.
I love you all and I hope these last two weeks have been okay.
~Lovely
My journey with Ana. Loving, hating, and starving : )
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Too long
Sorrry!!! I have a tumblr now, and that's where I go for all my thinspo, so I kinda forget about this place, but it's equally as thinspiring.
SOOO Luke. <3<3<3<3 I'm going to fling with him, and he is so hott. We just really get eachother. We both have done stupid things that have ruined our reps, but we both know that people can change, or that people make mistakes. He doesn't know about ana.. but he told me I have a beautiful body : ))) Of course I don't, but whatev.
Tomorrow and Friday are total fast days. 0 caloric intake, including drinks. The thing is I have to try and weasel my way out of a family dinner. I'm thinking stomach cramps are in order. I can't wait to look so hott in my dress. It already fits looser than from when I first got it, yay!
I've been really stressed lately, ACT is next week and I need to make up tests and these snowdays aren't friendly at the moment. Gah. But being skinny will help, I'm sure.
Wish me luck beauties!
~Lovely
SOOO Luke. <3<3<3<3 I'm going to fling with him, and he is so hott. We just really get eachother. We both have done stupid things that have ruined our reps, but we both know that people can change, or that people make mistakes. He doesn't know about ana.. but he told me I have a beautiful body : ))) Of course I don't, but whatev.
Tomorrow and Friday are total fast days. 0 caloric intake, including drinks. The thing is I have to try and weasel my way out of a family dinner. I'm thinking stomach cramps are in order. I can't wait to look so hott in my dress. It already fits looser than from when I first got it, yay!
I've been really stressed lately, ACT is next week and I need to make up tests and these snowdays aren't friendly at the moment. Gah. But being skinny will help, I'm sure.
Wish me luck beauties!
~Lovely
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