Thinspo 24/7

All I ever think about is thin.
I have tumblr on my ipod and a bunch of anamia songs on my ipod which I play nonstop.
I'm obsessed with it. The life style. The control. The simplicity.
What have I had to eat today? 2 apples, an orange, 7 carrots, and a cup of au gratin potatoes with bits of ham. Pretty good I think.
I just want to be thin. The end.

Just when you think it'll get better

I was grounded for two weeks so I couldn't post or view or anything!!! It was torture. I also gained because I'm off meds so I have to keep my blood sugar high for my brain. But I'm done with that. I'm back into this twisted world. I need to be skinny for prom and summer. Today is the first day of spring which means shorts season is here. I need to look good.
So yea Luke was an ass hole. All my friends warned me but I just didn't listen. It's whatever though. I'm way prettier than the girl he's after now so nbd. I don't even care, I think I was out of his league. Haha I just keep saying these things to make me feel better. Oh well. I don't get my phone back til april : ((((
Color guard has started up so I'm getting back into shape. I've really gotten into biking. I rode 7.8 miles the other day. It felt amazing. I've been doing planks and lots of ab workouts.
I just wanna be pretty. I miss my best friend, skinny. I still consider her my bff even though we never talk anymore. Maybe we can hangout more once guard gets into full swing.
I love you all and I hope these last two weeks have been okay.
~Lovely