Too long

Sorrry!!! I have a tumblr now, and that's where I go for all my thinspo, so I kinda forget about this place, but it's equally as thinspiring.
SOOO Luke. <3<3<3<3 I'm going to fling with him, and he is so hott. We just really get eachother. We both have done stupid things that have ruined our reps, but we both know that people can change, or that people make mistakes. He doesn't know about ana.. but he told me I have a beautiful body : ))) Of course I don't, but whatev.
Tomorrow and Friday are total fast days. 0 caloric intake, including drinks. The thing is I have to try and weasel my way out of a family dinner. I'm thinking stomach cramps are in order. I can't wait to look so hott in my dress. It already fits looser than from when I first got it, yay!
I've been really stressed lately, ACT is next week and I need to make up tests and these snowdays aren't friendly at the moment. Gah. But being skinny will help, I'm sure.
Wish me luck beauties!
~Lovely

Valentines

So the other day I didn't eat for 24 hours, but then my birthday happened, and I ate a ton. But I'm back on track, eating as little as possible all the time, feeling awesome.
NEWS NEWS NEWS!!
A boy, and I, have a thing. His name is Luke, and he kissed me today, and we are officially a thing. He's a little shorter than me, but he is a senior, and he's super nice and funny to me. He also takes anti-depressants like me, and he tried to off himself too, and he goes to counseling where I used to go. Idk, we just like the same things, and have the same sense of humor, and I just really like him, and he's a great kisser : )
I'm so happy, I have really good thinspo now. He gave me a piggyback ride today, I hated it, I want to be skinny enough to not care. I will be, for him, he deserves a skinny girl. : D
I hope you guys had a good v-day too : )
stay thin
~Lovely

Birthdays a comin

So I'm on my droid and this will be a quick post.
Total cal intake =75 :) I'm so happy about this, and I burned them off in anatomy class today. This day would have been perfect, but my dad had to get all mad and make me sad and my parents fought. It just sucks. But tomorrow I'm dressing up as an indian, long story : ) but I'll be super cute, cuz I'm skinny : D

A... date?

So I haven't caught up with anyone's blog yet, but I thought I'd post first.
This week has been going so well! I've just been restricting like none other and it's slowly working : ) I will be wearing a dress for my birthday : )
So about my title... There's this guy, his name is Luke, and he asked me to go to the basketball game with him on friday. We used to be acquaintances, then we just stopped talking for no reason. Then recently we started talking again, and like texting all day long, about deep stuff too. Now we're hanging out and stuff, I'm super psyched, he's so hott. And he's the lead singer in a band (heart melts) He's just super nice.
I think I can get away with not eating dinner before the game too. Hehe, ana always sneaking herself into my thoughts. She's like a ninja lol.
The closer and closer I get to being skinny the better I feel : )
Well that's it from me. I'll check your blogsssss
~Lovely

boysboysboys

Sooo fling (school dance) is quickly approaching, and so is my birthday, both of which I want to be skinny for. My birthday is next weekend!! Finally 17, I can't wait, even though it's kindof a stupid birthday, like I can't wait to be 18.
Boys : ))) Okay so Friday I only ate a salad for lunch then went to the gym and did awesome!!! I'm not really sure how many calories I burned, but I'm sure it was at least my tiny salad and then some. After my workout my dad made me eat a granola bar, but that's it!!! God I felt great. Then I hung out with M and we went to her work, the movie theatre, and she introduced me to all her work friends. This one kid, super cute, was like M who's your friend, so I introduced myself, and he asked how old I was and he was like damn I was gunna ask you out!!!! OMGGGGG EGO BOOOSTTTT!!! It felt fucking fantastic, not gunna lie. Also Tony has been like totally flirting with me. I told him I couldn't find a dress so I might just go naked, ya right, and he was like oh well I get the first dance...!!! Idk, I just love getting skinny and boys noticing me. I really really love it.
dafjdusifusdofjsd tomorrow my mom's taking me out to lunch then my family is having a family dinner for my birthday. ufgajfjfkl. Maybe I'll purge... I am just finally making progress and it's all getting ruined because of my dumb birthday. jd. fdksjaflkd,.fjdosfuiosk.
Anywho, thanks for all the suggestions on sleep, I definitely will be trying to get more.
I hope all of you can feel good : )
~Lovely

TOMORROWWWW

I'm so excited!! I get to go to the gym tomorrow!!! I want to spend like hours there tomorrow. And hopefully I won't have anything in my tummy tomorrow so I'll just burn fat : )
sounds like a plan to me folks.
I had another blizzard day today, so I vegged out all day : / It was good though, I enjoyed the break from school.
Bad news: I'm going dress shopping on saturday and I do not have the clothes shopping body yet. ughhhhhh. I guess I'll have to get over it though. dmsfjdlsjf.
You know I'm having a hard time deciding if sleeping or staying up is the better calorie burning choice. What do you guys think? I heard you burn calories while sleeping, but I know you burn them staying up.. Which is better?
Love you all!
~Lovely

I guess I deserved it.

I just wasn't stable enough to start the skd. I will just be restricting, and hopefully be on a fruit fast for a while. At least until I'm back on track.
Today was a blizzard day, so no school! Yay! I should have used this day to catch up on my homework.. but enjoyed the blizzard instead. We have like 2 and 1/2 feet of snow on the ground at the moment, it's amazing.
Tiny Intentions encouraged me to post ten facts about myself, so I'm going to : )
1- I want to be a doctor that flies planes on the weekends.. I wanted to be an astronaut but then found out how hard it would be to do that.

2- I forced my ex-best friend and all my other ex friends to hate me. It's a long story, but maybe I'll tell you guys someday.

3- Two of my close friends are ana. One of them has taken it very far and is now having heart complications, I'm really scared for her : (

4- I have over a 4.0 and I'm very proud of it : ))))

5- My brother means the world to me, we love eachother and we share the same sense of humor, he's 4 years older than me.

6- I absolutely love animals. I volunteer at the humane society and it takes all my will power not to sneak those doggies home.

7- My favorite animals are pandas. But I do own a cow collection. And I love penguins... I just love black and white animals : D

8- My parents are getting a divorce and I love looking at new houses with my mom. I love imagining starting fresh in a new house, it gives me goose bumps.

9- I only feel pretty when my hair is curled. I have naturally straight hair.

10- I am one of the most empathetic person you will ever meet. I tend to take on the problems of the world and cry because I can't help and save everyone. This is the main reason I'm on anti-depressants.

Well there you have it, ten truthful facts about me : ) I feel like this snow day has cleansed me and I can start over fresh and good tomorrow. Who knows, I might even fast.
Stay strong
~Lovely