I had an awesome day today :) I'm very big into halloween. I was a ballerina. I didn't look as good today as I did on friday. I looked so skinny on friday.
This week has been really good. On friday I was down 5 pounds from monday. I haven't weighed myself since, because I know I'll be sad about it. Tomorrow is a lunch day though.. small lunch day. This is the last week before states for colorguard. So I need to do well, so I can look good at awards in front of the hundreds of people.
I honestly don't think I'll be able to stop after this week. Skinny isn't sure what she's gunna do yet. I just want to reach my goal. Before I turn 17. I could totally achieve that.
So yesterday I know I looked good, because someone asked me for my number : ))))
But I've decided I like G. He is just so awesome and really hott. Like sexy hott. I really want him to like me haha. And he's super skinny, so thinspo much?? I can't wait to see him tomorrow : )
Well I need my sleep dolls.
Stay strong beautiful and skinny!
~Lovely
My journey with Ana. Loving, hating, and starving : )
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
So frickin close.
I was doing so well. I actually felt hungry, almost the whole day.
Then my mother made me eat dinner.
I only ate a small portion, but still, eating is eating. Can I seriously not go one single day without eating? fml.
Went to counseling today, got a lot out about my first love A. I still love him dearly and he won't speak to me. It's really quite sad. Actually really really sad..
Maybe I should put an all about me page on here. I think I will. I hope people start following me. kinda makes me feel lonely.
I got my ballerina costume today, I felt pretty in it : )
There's this kid Z who took me to homecoming, and he's super nice, and I think he likes me.. but I'm still in love with A but I know nothing will ever happen between us again. I don't really know what to do. I'm just so lost with love. I need guidance.
Skinny is so.. skinny, hah. It makes me extremely jealous. Yup skinny if you're reading this, you are my thinspiration, congrats : )
I just need sleep, I'm so moody.
We don't need food.
~Lovely
Then my mother made me eat dinner.
I only ate a small portion, but still, eating is eating. Can I seriously not go one single day without eating? fml.
Went to counseling today, got a lot out about my first love A. I still love him dearly and he won't speak to me. It's really quite sad. Actually really really sad..
Maybe I should put an all about me page on here. I think I will. I hope people start following me. kinda makes me feel lonely.
I got my ballerina costume today, I felt pretty in it : )
There's this kid Z who took me to homecoming, and he's super nice, and I think he likes me.. but I'm still in love with A but I know nothing will ever happen between us again. I don't really know what to do. I'm just so lost with love. I need guidance.
Skinny is so.. skinny, hah. It makes me extremely jealous. Yup skinny if you're reading this, you are my thinspiration, congrats : )
I just need sleep, I'm so moody.
We don't need food.
~Lovely
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