Hello again hello

I'm doing so well. Shall we leave it at that? Sure why not.
I've come into the habit of talking to myself, and I like it because it reminds me of scrubs : )
I got my cartilage pierced... and it got infected. ugh. Oh well tho, it's super cute hah.
EXAM WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK! You know what that means??? I get to use studying as an excuse to skip dinner!!! YAY MEEEEE!!
Results came in and I am.... A royal staff person/dancer. I am exstatic!!! I will be dancing, with a lot of attention because there are only 4 girls, so I need to get super skinny, I think I'm already the smallest, but I want to be sure. This is for the Cinderella musical btw : )
I'm so tired. I slept like all day though. I don't know, I have a very strange body when it comes to sleep. I feel as though I could sleep forever.

I am in such a weird mood. I want to have a tea party in a blanket fort while we watch harry potter. I want to go swinging and play hopscotch and make believe I'm a princess. I want to put lip stick on and high heels. I want to go in a bubble bath. I want to snuggle on a couch. I want to walk in the forest for hours. I want to drive around until we get totally lost.
We. I keep saying we. I have nobody to make my "I" a "we". I just want A back. I just want to dance with him, I want to waltz. I want to swing dance. I want him to tell me I'm so light, he always used to say that. I want him to kiss me and tell me he still loves me and always has. I want to bake with him. I want to talk about our future like we used to.
Why do such sad things happen all the time?
Why does love never last?